How am I? No offence, but frankly, I’m tired.
He’s hunched beside you on the bench, seemingly absorbed
by gravel, impervious to morning’s lilt
and the jaunty thrust of the ginger-lily by the wall.
A young man, wizened from horrors of the homeland
he’s fled and the perilous boat of his near drowning, his tone
is merely observational.
If only you could summon for him a glimpse
of the capricious colour that to sceptics is simply a dull rust
or perhaps even trumpery, but for believers
is endowed with a shimmering power to combat bleaks
of all shades, even if the vagary of its visitation
remains incomprehensible equally to those privileged
with certainty on life’s purpose, as to those
certain only of its potential to annihilate.
Western preoccupation with specifics defies logic.
These well-meaning check-ups month after month
to track the geography of my pain, as though a body-part
would offer a peephole into the soul.
The meticulous sheen of his worn leather shoes, the folded
handkerchief, are poignant manifests of the meagre pegs
of habit alone availablefor the framing of his day.
Yet it’s you chance favours. For when a gallery’s stretch
of sheer canvas plunges you into startling bleak on the complexity
of nothingness, there it is, in the very next hall,
the impish gleam of a lion’s mane that sends you soaring.
So you take it out into the March morning, this thing you clutch,
blow it skywards on a wish that a weary young man
be granted a sighting, if evanescent, of the precious colour.